This has thus far been a very challenging week. I am faced with quite a big decision as to what direction I want to go in my career.
Basically there were two options. The first was to stay here and wait for all the promises I keep receiving to come to fruition. This in itself is a gamble as the VP who is making these promises is rumored to be here only for a short while until the facility I work in gets up on its feet. Furthermore, the city this facility happens to be in is a place I am ready to leave, and I mean READY. On top of all that, A is leaving this city despite what promises get kept concerning my advancement here.
The second option was to take a shot at a different division of our company - in which I have another promising opportunity. The job will be 100% project based and I will have no direct reports, yet the company sees it as a higher job grade than what I am in now. Perfect, right? It will also require me to relocate to an area that looks quite appealing at this point.
It has been pretty difficult. I at first had my mind made up after speaking with a couple of people whom I trust and are aware of my situation. Then I took the plunge and spoke with my manager. He of course tried to talk me out of it and said the position I want to go to will "stagnate my career." (I know, but that's what he said) Then it just so happened that my VP was still in the office as well, and he 'just wanted to talk' to me about 20 minutes after I told my boss. He calls me in, says, "I just want you to know how impressed I am with your work." I asked if he had spoken with my boss in the last 20 minutes or so, his response was no....I am not fully convinced. At any rate, I told him my situation and that I planned to take a shot at this opportunity and he of course leveraged his position and said that he would take me places and that I would lose a good relationship with him and that it would be hard to get out of this other division at the end of my two year commitment.
Now this VP is a man I respect immensely. He is the sole reason back in college that I came to the company in the first place. This guy could write the book on motivation and he really makes people want to work
for him. And let's face it, I enjoy the guy's company as well. So needless to say his statements threw a wrench in my easy decision. But, after a lot of headaches, heartaches, knotted stomachs, and antacid I've stuck to my guns and am going to give this new opportunity a shot.
I'm proud of myself, and I don't know if this is the right decision, but it is what I think is best right now and damn it, I'm going for it. How do we ever know if a decision is the right one? A guy who has been my mentor for some while made this exact move about 8 months ago. I told him my situation and after considering what the VP told me I called him the next evening. He told me he was proud of me and said there aren't many John Waynes left in this world, but it's good to know there are a few willing to sacrifice guaranteed success and ladder-climbing conformity for something not so guaranteed. A 'John Wayne' is the guy who gets in the saddle and takes off into an unknown wilderness despite others' better judgments and comes back beaten-down, tired, broken-ribbed, scathed.....and ready to do it all over again because that's what he does. He's good at it, and now he's even better because he's survived yet again.
A wise man recently told me that all the people in the world can be classified into two groups: Sharks and Mullets. Now we all know what a Shark is: a predator, aggressive, and free; he's the baddest dude in the deep blue. A Mullet is defined by the Oxford American Dictionary as being a "marine fish that is widely caught for food."
I know which one I am. Here's to John Wayne and all the Sharks out there.